Artist Petra Szilagyi on Provoking Discomfort and Healing From Addiction [episode 98]
Petra Szilagyi is a provocative visionary artist who is 7 years into the recovery from alcohol addiction. Their journey started in a traumatic childhood that left them uprooted and without any knowledge of how to truly be intimate and vulnerable with others. In this episode we talk about:
- Growing up in a city with no connection to/or relationship with nature
- Being kicked out of college for alcoholism
- WWOOFing on a primitive homestead en-route to recovering from addiction
- Hiding an alcohol addiction from the world
- Building appreciation for the sublime in nature
- Learning the basics of intimacy
- Wanting to die and finding community as support for suicidal tendencies
- Caring for an elderly dying alcoholic father who was absent in their childhood
- How being present, compassionate, and genuine includes being sad, and that’s ok
- The 12-steps as a powerful tool for healing
- Art as an outlet for exploring provocative intensity and discomfort
- Being OK with feeling icky as you discover how to express what’s been oppressed within
Links
- Check out Petra’s art at www.petraszilagyi.com
- Follow Petra on Instagram @petrapanties
- Book mentioned in the episode: Golden Path
- For people who are struggling with addiction and want help: https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline
- Learn more about the Self Care Club at www.selfcareclub.net